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I'm quitting.
Feb. 24th, 2015 06:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
salIt is with a very heavy heart that I say this, but, I am quitting right this instant and will no longer be around as a member of the staff team or as a player.
I didn't want to do this, and I apologize to all of you as well as the players of the game, it has been such fun being a member of this staff team and bringing happiness to other players in the TCG community and I really didn't want to do this, however.
I can't be in an environment where I am certain there's at least one person who thinks poorly of me because of who I used to be, and.. that's pretty much it. Yeah. I feel very shitty about myself right now, I'm so sorry, for making all of you put up with me.
Thank you for putting up with me, though. I truly did have a lot of fun and I didn't want it to have to end but now I'm going to think everyone dislikes me behind my back and thinks of me as a violent person or something and. I'm.
I'm beyond terrified of every single person. I'm not going to lash out at anyone, I'm going to up and leave (more like run away) because I am very afraid of me being here and of everyone hating me and I can't stand the thought that people actually feel this way about me and.
Sorry. I'm really sorry. From the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I can not express this enough. I never wanted these fun days to end, but... I'll go away now.
I didn't want to do this, and I apologize to all of you as well as the players of the game, it has been such fun being a member of this staff team and bringing happiness to other players in the TCG community and I really didn't want to do this, however.
I can't be in an environment where I am certain there's at least one person who thinks poorly of me because of who I used to be, and.. that's pretty much it. Yeah. I feel very shitty about myself right now, I'm so sorry, for making all of you put up with me.
Thank you for putting up with me, though. I truly did have a lot of fun and I didn't want it to have to end but now I'm going to think everyone dislikes me behind my back and thinks of me as a violent person or something and. I'm.
I'm beyond terrified of every single person. I'm not going to lash out at anyone, I'm going to up and leave (more like run away) because I am very afraid of me being here and of everyone hating me and I can't stand the thought that people actually feel this way about me and.
Sorry. I'm really sorry. From the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I can not express this enough. I never wanted these fun days to end, but... I'll go away now.
